AmethystRain

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Have You Seen Me? by AmethystRain, literature

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Have You Seen Me?

I am not myself today I am not who I say I am not the girl you used to see There is something changing me How can I go on? Now that you are gone How can you still be in my heart Which is what's tearing me apart Have you seen me crying? Have you seen me dying? It's not a pleasant sight In fact is a bit of a fright In the middle of the night Without any source of your light Have you heard me screaming? Have you seen me dreaming? I am in so much pain I keep walking in the rain So that I can be the one seeing my tears That longs for having you near How can I mend me? When I can't even see clearly Am I wasting my time Is lov

Beautiful Love by AmethystRain, literature

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Beautiful Love

Love should be beautiful Well, kind and dear But when a heart is broken Feelings appeals to be unclear Mystery is upon us On how we loved and how we felt For so long I loved you But now this love slowly melts Yet, love is beautiful Though there is a distance between us I keep each memory of you close to me And unconscious Your memory leaves me Like I live deep in a dream Yet I awake and you are not there My soul for you begins to scream

Beautiful Girl by AmethystRain, literature

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Beautiful Girl

The world around me wonders who I truly am They think I am a freak by he way I tried to cut of my life But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies I say I simply survived My own tragedy And I'm getting by With what is left to live I am a girl The beautiful kind Beautiful girl That's me I walk into a room All dressed in black I stand up like the moon Up in the midnight sky I hear voices whisper Things about me It doesn't bother me I'm just a human being I say Each scar tells a story Not a lie And I will not run Neither hide from the past I am a girl Beautiful girl That's me Girls like me have wondered

Be The One by AmethystRain, literature

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Be The One

I've fallen and I am scared Cause I've fallen but you are so far away Where should I be? Maybe right with you Where should I go? Maybe somewhere near you I want to leave the presence and pestilence of distance I want to move on and stand right beside you But do you know how many lands and oceans I have as obstacles? Do you know how many days will it really take me to be where you are? Knowing myself I would do anything to be with you right now Knowing myself I would do anything to give you my love and my heart You saved my life from the horrid damnation that I was living You saved me, and now I thank you Am I thanking you the ri

Angry Message to My Mom by AmethystRain, literature

Angel by AmethystRain, literature

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Angel

I'm sending you an angel, to guide you in your somber twilight I'm sending you an angel, to light up your disturbed core I'm sending you an angel, to enlighten you with courage I'm sending you an angel, to let you know I love you I'm sending you an angel, to let you know I am there I'm sending you an angel, to protect you against all evil I'm sending you an angel, so you know how much I care I'm sending you an angel, so you can hear what my heart says I'm sending you an angel, so you can feel my warm zephyr I'm sending you an angel, so you can sense my faithful ardor I'm sending you an angel, to give you trust and strength I'm send

Always by AmethystRain, literature

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Always

Always surprising me Always when I'm home Always so naive Always so in love Always missing you Always feeling alone Always feeling naked deep inside my core Always amazed Always so true Always young at heart, loving you more Always so charming Always so cold Always leaving me when the pain is numb Always so shocking Always hiding what's wrong Always trying to tell me whom you love Always so promising Always so trustful Always in my mind Always, my love

Alone by AmethystRain, literature

Alicia by AmethystRain, literature

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Alicia

Self mutilated princess Locked up in strawberry gashes Her innocent self she misses As her body with a blade she lashes Like a rag doll she stitched herself Is she afraid she'll bleed again? Why won't she place her faith in myself? I'm only here to take away her pain She says that a kingdom of shinny razors Awaits on her crimson dreams She rants on how death to her to her questions answers But all she really does is damage her self-esteem Alicia, my dear best friend and little sister She knows I care, yet I hope she listens Even when days are gray and bitter Or when a black cloud her world darkens I'm afraid I'll meet her as s

Abused Silence by AmethystRain, literature

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Abused Silence

Eighteen years has been taken by degenerated distortion Fabricating ailment covering entirely my breathless vacant shadow Myself follows your haughty ego Contemplating perfection, but never making adaptation of it As I follow you I descry your methods to victimize me So look at me now Perceive my decayed remains as it travels over your eyes You see I am dead, you can't bail me out anymore And those deceitful tears you weep I disavow seeing them I know you well I know you never loved me Just yourself So why you cry when I am dead? You never cared Abandon me and misremember me Because my hollowed ghost is obviously fainted of all

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Have You Seen Me? by AmethystRain, literature

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Beautiful Love by AmethystRain, literature

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Beautiful Girl

Be The One by AmethystRain, literature

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Angry Message to My Mom by AmethystRain, literature

Angel by AmethystRain, literature

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Always by AmethystRain, literature

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Always

Alone by AmethystRain, literature

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Abused Silence by AmethystRain, literature

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It's Not Over Yet by FuckTheCustomer, literature

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It's Not Over Yet

Slowed it down a bit As you grabbed my hand And you told me that This could never work out.. Tackled down my faith Told you I could wait But deep down I know Seperation kills me [ Riff ] And your last words will Be the end of me And I'd do anything Just to fall asleep [ Chorus ] Your numbers on the wall And it's so tempting to call you Courage tells me it's a bad idea But my hopes won't follow And I'll fight For a love claimed dead In my mind It's not over yet This years version of Real relationships Are the kinds that last About a week or two But I thought that we Might have had something That was more than just

Out The Window by FuckTheCustomer, literature

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Out The Window

Should I go? I don't get out enough I feel like everyone's passn' me up Am I wrong? Havn' no regrets For not givin' a fuck Just so you know I'm sick of you We've been through this before And I want Something new This time I'm not comming home I don't want this My conscious is out the window You're not worth all this My conscious is out the window Don't you see Our time is up Your words don't piss me off And I'm fine You brought me down But I'm not givn' up I'm still my Own person You don't own me anymore And I want Something new This time I won't beg for more I don't want this My conscious is out the window You'r

::..::Memory of Misery::..:: by chaoticdarkness, literature

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::..::Memory of Misery::..::

looking back through sands of time... as the words echo like the winds chime... watch as the desert of the passing present slowly ages and grows... look to the future..for more sorrow that shows... misery seems to be consuming up the shreds of light.. slowly hope dies,and the demons take flight cold dark hell and the bitter finale for in the past lies all true misery see again...look through your eyes and you see all the tormentous sorrows..and cries you hear all of the deafening screams and through their eyes see the darkest of dreams filled with blood,sorrow and pain dark cloaked figures of memory hide in the rain slowly creep

::..::Torturous Lament::..:: by chaoticdarkness, literature

Life's Eternal Mystery by imperfecttears6, literature

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Life's Eternal Mystery

A mist of ever lasting thought, these imperfected tears of mine. This world through my eyes is imaginary, nothing but a simple dream. Songs drift through the atmosphere, a magnetic pull of uncontrollable wanting, wanting nothing for that something is not there. An unreal emptiness, and unreal joy. The agonizing pain of hurtful words, a trick of emotions caused by computeristic minds, A tormenting slice from a nearby blade, is just a simple death of needless cells brought by unwanted nerves. Ugly visions of death, Pollution of old and morbid life. If lived with blindness or eyes forever closed, you can make yourself see roses i

::..::Hollowed Mind::..:: by chaoticdarkness, literature

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::..::Hollowed Mind::..::

u wonder why my eyes look so dark and dim... u'd never understand till u knew what lies within... always wondering why u still stand my be [WHY THE HELL CANT U JUST SEE CLARITY!!] scream and bleed inside running from the ruins of inner chaos..but find nowhere to hide {BLOOD FALLS TO COVER UP FEARS!!!] all u see from me is blackened falling tears... dark shadows that always haunt my heart... never straying..just stay to try and break me apart... screw it all...and all this toment u left.. [CUZ NOW ALL I FEEL IS ETERNAL REGRET!!] cant u see all the darkness u left inside... u're the one I blame..cuz u hollowed my mind...

Trapped in Addicting Lullabies by imperfecttears6, literature

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Trapped in Addicting Lullabies

Life dances out my window opened square of mesh. I cry to make it no longer go on and on without me. My cage that shines like shining stars comforts me with psychic whispers soft pillows - put kindly in the corners surreal immortal lullabies. So long to have been trapped from the rest of life listening to songs - slowing down, the beats getting longer. Blue skies, birds, and rapid oceans replaying in the projecting wire. I tell myself I'm in the middle of heaven, but part of me wants to break free. I want to dance with life - and sing with passing time live in old reality, and subdue the enchanting curse. Have the bea

-::-::Broken Hearted::-::- by chaoticdarkness, literature

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-::-::Broken Hearted::-::-

watch her as she dries her tears as her love runs...as sorrow nears see her lonely...see her cry for her love's gone..and her heart..has died... shrouded in the darkest sheathe... she sits so darkened...in lost belief... so distraught..and in misery heartbreak and sorrow..is all she sees her cold blue eyes..the hopeless stare feels so broken...needs some care... someone to hold..to but her together.. to love her eternally....immortal....forever

About AmethystRain

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Between angels and insects
Favourite genre of music: Metal, heavy metal, death metal, goth metal.... really loud shit, techno, happy hardcore, some pop
Favourite photographer: Jack Delano, Mark Ryden
Favourite style of art: literature, photography, visual
Operating System: Toshiba- Windows
MP3 player of choice: iPod, iTunes
Shell of choice: Clam
Wallpaper of choice: gothic
Skin of choice: gothic
Favourite cartoon character: Osaki Nana
Personal Quote: Live is too short so love the one you got cause you might get run over or you might get shot

Favourite Visual Artist

Amy Brown, VanGogh, Dali, Picasso

Favourite Movies

Anything by Tim Burton, anything Fantasy or Sci-Fi, comedy, drama or horror... LOVE Foreign Films

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Sublime, Blink 182, Green Day, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation, Paramore, Disturbed, LP

Favourite Writers

William Shakespeare, Edgar Allan Poe, Anne Rice, Charles Dickens, Jane Austen, Stephenie Meyer

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

blades

Other Interests

writing, music, photography, drawing, painting, cosplaying, anime, manga, conventions, friends, rave

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AmethystRain

Jun 4, 2009

Three Years and a Month ago...

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So it has been that long since I last wrote on this journal. Sorry, it seems like I just wanted to disconnect myself a bit from DeviantArt but now I am back. Here's the scoop. I am still writing a bit of poetry and at the same time, I am writing a few books or at least a have a few books in mind to begin writing. One will be the beginning of a saga called "Darkblade" which like "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyers deals with vampires at teenage age. It is not a romantic novel but more about friendship, vampires in the East Coast of the United States and some murder. The other book I am working on is called "Among the Dead: The Memoirs of a Fallen A

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AmethystRain

Mar 3, 2006

A journal for me

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March 2nd 2006 East Office Blink 182- Josie- Dude Ranch Wearing just a wife beater and boyshorts Why is it always hard for me to write a journal enty? I'm overly emotional when I get here. So pathetic. But oh well, pathetic is the person who not just writes on here but reads this. I mean, I am so worthless. I am in need of a cigarrette and in need of alcohol. I am in need of sex and in need of something higher than myself. Marijuana right now sounds good but I don't know, maybe not. A drug, I might need but I am not that kind of person. I stick to cigarrettes and beer. Slipknot- Iowa- 9.0: Live This can calm me down. even though is angr

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LRainbow

May 12, 2010

Thanks for the watch! <3 I'll return the favour! :3

ViolentPhotoCrime

Jun 8, 2009

yo im me when you get a chance..

sorry i've been away..

AmethystRain

Jun 10, 2009

sorry for freaking you out with the mouse thing the other night. I was a bit high and feeling crazy. LOL.

VooDooPersoN

Apr 2, 2005

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years...

aaplz

Oct 22, 2004

wow. what a coincidence. i just replied to one of your threads on TH

Psycho-Mantis27

Sep 24, 2004

nice works you got here

aaplz

Sep 12, 2004

woot. ontario!